from the mind of a madman

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His-Story in the making

My Dad was a great man…but I don’t want to end up like him. That probably doesn’t make sense but if you keep reading, it most likely will. Much like my Dad, I was always the player, always the unfaithful one. Something happens to you where you get hurt so badly that it makes you want to change everything about yourself. I don’t know if this is the same thing that happened with him but it’s the scenario I was in. When my Dad moved to New Mexico a couple years after leaving my Mom in 1994, it seemed as if he was starting to change. He called it God’s Country. He was never a religious man until about 6 months before he and my mom separated. He was still living with us and he started going to church, which was odd. Long story short, this is where he had met someone new. Even through something as “good” as God made him do something as bad as meeting someone new. Fast forward to his most recent marriage. When my Dad met her it seemed like everything in the past melted away his old persona and he became something new. His old nickname “Bob” had now turned into his given name “Robert”. It’s like once he moved away he took on a whole new identity, and with good reason. I think he knew he needed to change and he was in a new place where nobody knew of him and nobody knew his past. He could make himself be whoever, and whatever, he wanted to be. Was it a lie he was telling? A front for everyone? No, of course not. Just a way to make that change in himself that he knew he had to make. His new love got the best years out of him that anyone could have gotten. Six years she had the man the he was supposed to have been over the last 70 years of his life. Once he made that change he had everything and she was right there along for the ride. She knew of his past, she knew of the things he did because he told her everything about himself. She accepted him. For six years she accepted him. He wasn’t being judged like before, he wasn’t being looked down upon for being “that guy” anymore, because he truly had taken it upon himself to be a better person. On December 8th, 2006 he was taken away. He is truly now in God’s Country. For only the last Six years of his life he was a good man, I don’t want to end up like my Dad.


iPad Thai Noodles

A little bit of everything, but nothing new? A tasty treat for those wanting something new to refresh their palate but a hint of the old? The iPad is among us and it has Apple fanboys and band-wagoners all aboard the AAPL stock trade like it was 1929. And that means it’s good and bad reviews on both sides. All metaphors aside, this seems to be a great device for daily web and email use and also for those photo/video viewers out there. No need to get off the couch or bed to use this techno-puppy. Is this something that you can live without? Most likely yes, if you have an iPhone/iPod Touch or netbook/laptop already. The iPad downfall could be the fact that it has no input ports such as USB 2.0. This is strictly a device to download apps and use for iWork and also the aforementioned features, if they interest you. Since this is an Apple product, it’s almost certain that this will be a hit regardless of it’s lack of features and inabilities. There’s a lot of talk, and for good reason, amongst the tech crowd about wanting to wait for version 2.0 to come out; which could possibly boast new hardware such as a front facing video cam or input ports. If you simply cannot wait for the next version to come out and you need this device to perform daily tasks that your devices, or lack thereof, cannot currently perform than by all means snatch one up on launch day and enjoy the wonderment that is the over-sized iPhone and it’s sleek OS. I myself will most likely not be purchasing one until (if at all) there are some new innovations dumped into this bad boy. Thoughts? Questions? Feel free to have at it!

I’m baaaack!

This time without a personal domain, just WordPress. Let’s see where this rabbit hole leads…